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The Ego Trap

I had been looking through these eyes of mine at the room and space around me, specifically a kitchen table at a planted pot of red mums that were a housewarming gift for my mothers’ new country house, and I cannot shake this feeling that I am only peering through these eyes and that I am not this human thing. I am not this fleshy vessel. I am not this “Jay” character who looks like this, wears these clothes, says these sorts of words like “Namaste”. Instead I feel as though I am some other entity or spirit locked within this bio machine that you all recognize as “That Jay character”. This bio machine, our bodies, were designed on purpose...

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Love and Hate

Let's talk about Love! Let's talk about HATE! HATE! HATE! These days it's so easy to band together, arm in arm, over something we mutually dislike. Scrolling through social media can be a challenge as we are presented with all of these things trying to divide us and make us angry at each other, and if we have learned anything from Star Wars is that hate and fear lead to the dark side! Even when you think your hate is for a good cause, nothing but darkness! I've gone as far as to replace the word hate with "Strongly Dislike" because i don't actually HATE anything or anyone. Seeing things from everyone else's point of view, wearing their shoes for...

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Jay's Vegan Gluten Free Chocolate Cookies

Jay's Vegan Gluten Free Chocolate Cookies 1 cup 90% cacao choc chips/chunks1.5 cup brown sugar or raw2 flax eggs (3 tablespoons of ground flax, 8 tablespoons of water, stir, let sit for 10 mins)2 tsp vanilla 1 cup coconut oil2 cups g.free flour1 tsp baking sodaOptional 1 tsp cinnamon¼ tsp nutmeg Cream coconut oil, cream in sugar. Add flax eggs and mix (should become consistency of a soft toffee). Fold in flour, soda and spices, stir in choc chips, add vanilla. Drop tablespoon full balls on cookie sheet and gently flatten. Bake at 350* 10-12 minutes on middle rack.

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The Feather Illusion

Meditation and Yoga can put you into that 'flow' state. It's a beautiful place, some even say it's a communion with God. That's quite a trip, man! Meditation and Yoga, among other things, are the methods to get there, to break free from the illusion of reality. The next trip is that these methods are also an illusion, you don't need them to get you there! It's like the story of Dumbo the elephant, he thought he needed the magic feather to fly, but it was not the feather, it was something inside of himself all along, he always had the power to fly! The feather was the illusion, not the method!

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